Alice wrote:Thanks matcha! You should definitely keep up the channelings. Hmm, your source says it is "incorrectly named." How so?
And what is the "correct" name?
There is no name. Just like the majority of beings I manage to communicate with, the name is the frequency of feeling you get when you think about the civilization. That is as close to a name as I can give.
I often find myself asking a being, "Who are you? What are you?" Only to get no answer. I was just told that the answer is what they feel like when I am talking to them.
When I settle down to write a story I imagined, I have to pick names for the characters that I knew only by feeling. Even now if I think of those characters I am thinking, well there is him and her... only overall there are more 'him's' than 'hers' in my daydreams because the 'her' character is often an alter ego of me... so the main character.
The only name I was ever able to get a name from a being I talked to telepathically was Nexus (remember the Fae.)
Anyway, I will try to get the telepathic hit I just got down clearly.
I was able to Daydream about my story for two days in a row! So enjoyable and easy when normally my medication prevents me from being able to Daydream, or at least makes it so hard it cannot be enjoyed so I give up.
So for two days, every moment I could I was enjoying moving my story along. It had been Months since I was last able to imagine my story so easily.
Only I had to focus on real life too. I was doing pretty well going about life and Daydreaming when I could until I couldn't get back into the story with the same feeling after a longer focus on real life.
So I bemoaned the loss and bemoaned being unable to find someone who would help me adjust my medication. I bemoaned the fact I felt trapped in the medical system... etc.
So I played a mindless game hoping to reconnect to the imaginings, but my mind felt too tired.
Finally, I connected with something else that said I had a choice to decide which world I was living in. I could believe that my Doctors were misunderstanding me and that the system was designed to trap me because of the lies of Big Pharma. Or I could live in a world where I had decided I needed the medication. I could believe that when I am able to Daydream, it is because that is what I should be doing in the moment and when I am unable to Daydream it is because I am supposed to be focused on life.
I could decide that the entire system I had come to believe in was an illusion. An illusion to get me on the path I needed to be on. The moment I didn't need medication anymore, something would occur to make me get off it. That the real reason I am unable to Daydream is not the medication, but the medication was used to give me a logical connection as to why I would suddenly be unable to.
Ultimately, I am a creative being. I would be given plenty of time to Daydream and write my story when the time was right. I would be able to go through all the loose ends and pick a storyline in Spirit. I would write out the story in Spirit and a version of me would channel that message into a book. If I am unable to currently write fiction because I have trouble daydreaming, it is because that is not what I am supposed to be doing right now.
The story I write in spirit. I will live in another life. I will live the life of each character I write about. Just as I wrote the story I am living now. That I am living this story from the point of view of each character I had written about. As we are all One after all. We each are acting out the creator that we created when we were in God form.
Am I somehow transcribing this clearly? This was all explained to me in a conversation and I think I am missing many of the fine details.
At one point the Spirit explained to me that while a psychic had told me that when I Daydreamed I was connecting to where I came from, in actuality, I was creating what I would experience next.
Also because I would experience each character in this life play, I was Trump. I would be in his shoes and make all the choices he had made. I would know exactly where he was coming from and why.
I forgot to note that the being then went on to say, I was also every being I had read about in stories. The stories in our culture are actually recordings of Past Lifes channeled through the imagination of a human. So I was also Harry Potter and Bilbo Baggins. We 'being all that is' were all Harry Potter and Biblo Baggins, Dumbledor and Gandalf.